Im Feel Sow Weak nOw..

Dun noe what had happen nOw... I feel not comfortable anymore in my hostel... huh... Dun noe y... Lepas satu...satu masalah timbul... Why I can't live in peace nea.. Too many problems... aiyOk..

1. Ma Best Buddy.....
- What happen now? I feel sOw far away frOm u all....esPecially YOU!!! Damn!! What happen er.... Pliz tell me what going on... I can't through my day if u owex showing ur face like dat.. Could u tell me wat had happen to you? Xplen everything... Ni tak....huh... Sedih er me if you treat me in diz way..dh er 1 umah... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrggghh!!!!!! Feel sow sow sow sad at all.... Where's my besh buddy go er? huh....

2. Sakit..sakit..sakit!!
- Tak pernah lari dari penyakit... disease owex come to me... SHIT!! me owex ponteng kuliah coz tak larat.... p sumtimes people think dat im only act oew... dun noe er...they didn't get wat im feel now.... if can..wanna give sum to them...let them noe wat im fil.... sow painful..

*DEAR GOD...IM REALLY NIT U NOW...I DON'T NOE WHAT SHOULD I DO...HUH... PLX GIVE ME SOME STRENGTH TO FACE ALL OF THIS THINGS...HUH...IM FEEL SOW WEAK NOW... *

Busy....

Huh...apa yang dh berlaku ne? Akhu ponn tak taw r.. Apa yg akhu dah decide ne..Btol ke tak? Kalo betOl..napa me still missing him? Musti lha...he'd become apart of my life before... huh...damn bha.. ntah2...me too bengong...

My lifr sow busy lately... me always jatuh sakit...too many dugaan yg dtg melanda... Macam dh give suda... mE salu jak senyum dlm tangisan....no one can understand me...let me kip it as my secret.. huhu..

Since me lama tak post new blog..there are so many things happen lately..pHeww... Sum brings happiness tO me...sum oso brings a big effect towards me... huh... apa sebena akhu nak post ne kan? ntah lah...hahaha...

1. Akhu dh aktif juin persatuan BAKSAR... fun nea... akhu juin owg menari..takde keja lain..tu er keja akhu since masok UPSI ne...menari..menari..menari.... hehe...i lyke it too much nea..

haha...dat's my pix....wearing orang ulu's custom...besh taw...after diz..me wanna try sum other's sarawakian's custom..me never ever wearing iban's custom before bha..hakhakhak..sow funny....Malam persembahan yang saya ekot tue...tok persembahan penutupan satu majlis @ karnival er..hehe...sow fun enough... Paz ne memang nk aktif BAKSAR..besh2...hehe... Wat i noe...diz comin 12 April...got 1 event 8 Panggung Budaya di kampus... but me can't jOin da event...coz me gOt plan tO kl..huk3..sow sad nea..huhuhuhuhuhu..... but nvm..i will enjoy da next event wif BAKSAR after diz..hehe...


2. Next sem akhu dok kat luar kot...not longer stay 8 Kolej anymore..huh....susah gak nak decide ne.... Da baik and buruk gak nak dOk kat luar ne...adui...but i've paid for da deposit bha...ma mOm not allow me to stay outside bha..p susah... Macam kes hari tue...me, Steph and Ana p Panggung Budaya..tgk Kaizen Musical.. balik tue lewat sangat... around kol 12 lebih...tgh malam er... Balik tu...kena tahan Felo plak...siap kena warning...adoi.. memang payah juga... nasib tak kena saman..huhu.. tu lah..kalo dok kat kolej...kena ekot peraturan..tu yang sangat menyusahkan..huk3.. Tapi me sayang nak tinggalkan kolej er.. banyak sangat aktiviti yang besh especially MENARI.... memang me aktif menari tok kolej..huh.... tak tau er!!!!! Konfius habis ne...

TERKANTOI ER PULAK.....

Hohohoh.... Malu betul lah... Mane tidak nye..akhu terkantoi er.. Kantoi ape? Hahaha...Malu plak nak share...adoitx...

Tarikh yang tidak dapat akhu lupakan (22/Jan/09).... Macam nie cita akhu... Lepas blik dari kuliah...me and ma fwen blik kolej truz.. Dah lah letih..bengong gik..hahaha.... Kkkk....sambung...
Paz tu..nak naik p tingkat 5... sedang asyik berbual-bual... akhu p landing plak kat tingkat 4... Dengan slumber je akhu masok umah owang len... Patut er time akhu bukak kasut tu akhu rasa pelik jugak... Bersih sangat bilik diaowang tu..haha..

Paz tu kan.. akhu nampak er 2 owang budak tengah menikmati makan malam... Salah seorang tu member 1 kos ngan akhu... Dengan slumber akhu tanye dia kenapa dia ade kat situ...haha. Diaowang berdua ponn tunjukkan muka hairan kat akhu... Sedangkan akhu masih lagi buat muka slumber...seolah-olah takde ape-ape yang berlaku...hahaha...

Paz tu..akhu nampak er macam2 signal yang menunjukkan yang akhu dh termasok ke dalam umah yang salah... Paz tu budak yang sama kos ngan akhu tu kate maybe akhu dh salah masok umh kot... Time tu baru akhu tersedar...hahaha.. Alamak...memang malu er time tu..hahahhaa...

Yang akhu pelik...member akhu yang lain tidak pulak panggil akhu..haha.. Diaowang kate maybe akhu nk p ke umah akak Lin..wawawa...Lawak giler er... Mane lah akhu nk sorokkan muke nie hah... adoitx.. Gila!!!

Paz nie akhu kene letakkan sumthin kat pintu luar..biar tak kantoi lagi...ahahaha.... ngeE~

fAns oF Awal aShaaRi

Aku nie peminat nOmbor 1 pelakon, model n pengacara terkenal di Malaysia...cpe lg...Awal Ashaari tu lah... hehe.. Kiut bangat sih...ganteng gitu.. hahaha.. Btol lah.. dia tu bg aku..punya pakej yg lengkap tau.. Dh lah hensem..stylo lagi tu..memang cun er..hik2... Aku minat kat Awal before dia stat blakon kat Impak Maksima lagi er... huhuhu..

Kenapa aku minat giler ngn Awal? hek2... Lolx...tengok er gambar2 dia...semua nya mampu buat hati cair tau..bagi aku lah...kalo orang len aku tak tau plak..hak2.. Aku terpikat ngan senyuman dia lah...hehe.. Bisa cair dong..

Tengok er gambar kat atas tu hah...memang stylo kan..even he's dressing sow simple as like dat..huhu... Alahai Awalllll.....

Back to upsi

Huhu... Wekum back to Upsi then.. haha.. Omg.. I dint believe dat....IM BACK!! N start skuling...ado.. apa nak jadi then... Tok khu malas er... Mun ekotkan ati sikda khu mok blit ctok gik eyh.. Packing brg ponn laz2 minit jak... Sempat gik p date da night befoe khu chow...ahakx... Wif whoe??? Sum1 lolx.. aiye...ngan cpa gik... Hubby khu lah..wawawa...


Apu... dari umah dh malas jak mok bangun pagi tek... Kdak sik mok tinggalkan umah jak..hahaha... Bangun ponn semadi jak khu pagi tek.. Aku tpaksa tinggalkan katil khu..almari khu.. bantal bucuk khu..yang no 2 lah... bantol bucuk khu yg mmg ''pengarang jantung hati khu'' nang khu mbak p perak tok er..hahaha... ney bleh tinggal beb!!

Dah lah bilik khu kat tingkat 5!!!....APPPPOOO!! Nang sik penah turun2 tingkat umah nok khu stay koh... Dah lah beg mak bapak besar...hahha.. Gerabak er beg khu yar....hehehe.. Owang nok sama bilik ngan khu kali tok biak sWak gak..owang bidayuh yuk... nasib sik sebilik ngan member ''SIPUT'' gik..hahaha... amik kau.... Ala..khu sik sama bilik ngan Syue2 lah...huhuh.... sedihnya... haha...Takpe er syue...asalkan ta duak sama umah...gasak!!

Esok stat dah kuliah..hahaha.. Kelas malam gik yar...aiyeo.... Stat kol 8 saaammpeyyy kol 11.. Yar bok tengkering gasak ekon kat bilit kuliah yar.....hahahha.. Nang khu mbak life jacket malam yar lak...wawawawaw... Apo..mati!! Baru khu ingat...kelas Puan Salwa...hahahahhaha... Nang gila er...

mOm iZ nOt wiF mE dUriNg diZ neW yeAr..

Hye there… Today is 31 December 2008.. Last day of the year 2008… There are sow many sad story during this year.. Such a pain for me… and the story seems like killing me.. Today my family celebrate new year without my mom.. She need to stay 8 hospital.. huh… weird new year foe me..

Since my mom have to stay 8 hospital..i owez thinked about negative2 things.. huh.. What if my mom leave me so soon?? What should I do then? I can’t think about anything else by this time coz im not ready to face the situation…. Huh… hope mom will be a’rght then… Amen..

I will be back to Perak so soon.. But im not ready yet.. I can’t leave my mom just like that.. She’s sick.. I want to take care of her.. I don’t want to leave my mom then..

Mom… I love you so much… No one can’t replace you in my heart.. You're everything to me.. You are my heart and my soul.. Please don’t ever leave me.. I need you in my life.. Hahaha.. yeah..dat’s true then… My mom is the best person in my life..