Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Im Feel Sow Weak nOw..

Dun noe what had happen nOw... I feel not comfortable anymore in my hostel... huh... Dun noe y... Lepas satu...satu masalah timbul... Why I can't live in peace nea.. Too many problems... aiyOk..

1. Ma Best Buddy.....
- What happen now? I feel sOw far away frOm u all....esPecially YOU!!! Damn!! What happen er.... Pliz tell me what going on... I can't through my day if u owex showing ur face like dat.. Could u tell me wat had happen to you? Xplen everything... Ni tak....huh... Sedih er me if you treat me in diz way..dh er 1 umah... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrggghh!!!!!! Feel sow sow sow sad at all.... Where's my besh buddy go er? huh....

2. Sakit..sakit..sakit!!
- Tak pernah lari dari penyakit... disease owex come to me... SHIT!! me owex ponteng kuliah coz tak larat.... p sumtimes people think dat im only act oew... dun noe er...they didn't get wat im feel now.... if can..wanna give sum to them...let them noe wat im fil.... sow painful..

*DEAR GOD...IM REALLY NIT U NOW...I DON'T NOE WHAT SHOULD I DO...HUH... PLX GIVE ME SOME STRENGTH TO FACE ALL OF THIS THINGS...HUH...IM FEEL SOW WEAK NOW... *

Monday, March 30, 2009

Busy....

Huh...apa yang dh berlaku ne? Akhu ponn tak taw r.. Apa yg akhu dah decide ne..Btol ke tak? Kalo betOl..napa me still missing him? Musti lha...he'd become apart of my life before... huh...damn bha.. ntah2...me too bengong...

My lifr sow busy lately... me always jatuh sakit...too many dugaan yg dtg melanda... Macam dh give suda... mE salu jak senyum dlm tangisan....no one can understand me...let me kip it as my secret.. huhu..

Since me lama tak post new blog..there are so many things happen lately..pHeww... Sum brings happiness tO me...sum oso brings a big effect towards me... huh... apa sebena akhu nak post ne kan? ntah lah...hahaha...

1. Akhu dh aktif juin persatuan BAKSAR... fun nea... akhu juin owg menari..takde keja lain..tu er keja akhu since masok UPSI ne...menari..menari..menari.... hehe...i lyke it too much nea..


haha...dat's my pix....wearing orang ulu's custom...besh taw...after diz..me wanna try sum other's sarawakian's custom..me never ever wearing iban's custom before bha..hakhakhak..sow funny....Malam persembahan yang saya ekot tue...tok persembahan penutupan satu majlis @ karnival er..hehe...sow fun enough... Paz ne memang nk aktif BAKSAR..besh2...hehe... Wat i noe...diz comin 12 April...got 1 event 8 Panggung Budaya di kampus... but me can't jOin da event...coz me gOt plan tO kl..huk3..sow sad nea..huhuhuhuhuhu..... but nvm..i will enjoy da next event wif BAKSAR after diz..hehe...


2. Next sem akhu dok kat luar kot...not longer stay 8 Kolej anymore..huh....susah gak nak decide ne.... Da baik and buruk gak nak dOk kat luar ne...adui...but i've paid for da deposit bha...ma mOm not allow me to stay outside bha..p susah... Macam kes hari tue...me, Steph and Ana p Panggung Budaya..tgk Kaizen Musical.. balik tue lewat sangat... around kol 12 lebih...tgh malam er... Balik tu...kena tahan Felo plak...siap kena warning...adoi.. memang payah juga... nasib tak kena saman..huhu.. tu lah..kalo dok kat kolej...kena ekot peraturan..tu yang sangat menyusahkan..huk3.. Tapi me sayang nak tinggalkan kolej er.. banyak sangat aktiviti yang besh especially MENARI.... memang me aktif menari tok kolej..huh.... tak tau er!!!!! Konfius habis ne...